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What would you rather listen to for 3 hours nonstop?

during PE class. It was in my pocket at the beginning of class, then it wasn't, it wasnt anywhere and it wasnt in the office either

and this is one of the many examples why. even check out the comments



I do not see how shooting an unarmed 16 year old once in the head, and then leaving, and coming back with another gun and shooting him five more times in the abdomen while he is unconscious is self-defense.

Working at a fishery. Started off as a butcher, but now i'm shoveling ice because two guys got fired for throwing snowballs. It's supposed to be a higher paying job, and the other one was $14 an hour. Work times are 8am-8pm whenever they call

In other news, I cleaned up my friendlist and communities on LJ

Okay, so anyways, in case you guys didn't know, my dad caused a lot of drama last month. There was a CCR-cover band concert down at the pub, and he got piss drunk, came home, trashed the house, stabbed a knife in the table, threw pills on the floor, and locked my mom outside for hours. The cops showing up was the biggest disappointment in my life. They could not possibly be any more useless. First of all, when the officer knocked at the door, he was bombarded with screaming and cursing, but my dad apologized when he found out who it was (I guess "Sorry, thought you were my family" is a good enough excuse these days). He asked seemingly important questions to us individually, but I really don't understand the point now. They almost refused to remove him from our house (the officer said that he could not kick him out of "his own house", but none of the bills and paperwork have his name on it, so it is not his house). Finally, after tons of talking, he drove my dad to his brother's place.
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Today was not much different, although my dad didn't need to be drunk this time (he has some special undiagnosable illness where he is able to make himself act like a drunk without actually being drunk. Probably a mix of arrogance, assholism, and extreme self importance). Simply put, he was being a prick, and my mom told him to move out, in which he threw a massive temper tantrum. My mom took us for a long car ride. After a few hours of him refusing to leave and her threatening to call the cops on him, she did. She explained the whole situation about her wanting to separate, and him not leaving. The cops phoned her back and said that he can come and go as he pleases, because it is his house. My mother explained to him that it is not his house, none of the paperwork is signed in his name. The cops basically said that if my father breaks into our house and refuses to leave, they are not going to do anything about it, so we might as well just not call them
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"To Protect and Serve"? How about "To Make My Quota With As Little Effort As Possible"? Call the police? How about just get a garbage bag and a shovel, and protect myself and my family from a deranged lunatic freak who has the mind of a psychopath and the attitude of a child? Surely that should be the job of an authority, but what are you supposed to do when you ask for help from someone who can help, and they just say "No, I don't want to"?

But Trent Reznor is just so sweet and understanding, it's almost like he steals my brainwaves and uses them to write songs.




also, Godsmack sucks

Sorry for the short notice, but I am leaving for Vancouver tomorrow at 8:00am to Vancouver for my uncle's wedding. I will be gone for about a week and probably will only be on a computer to finish up my essay. I SHALL MISS CHU ALL!!...well, maybe not all, but most...or just anyone I personally told that I would miss...

Lost a record number of 3 friends this week. Oh well, that Havok guy was kind of a dick anyways. But it wasn't all a lose, managed to gain 1 friend (coincidentally immediately after i lost one) giving me a netscore of...-2, which isn't too bad.

In other news, Leon's getting one of my friends a 360, hehe. I hope he's not broke afterwards. I think I should try and take it easy on his wallet for the next month or so.

Lots of other stuff happened too, but I think this week, for the most part, was a good one. Fine-tuned my friendlist, ate pizza, got new headphones, got to chat with Leon (not irl, i wish), and got to (get Leon to) get a really good friend something that i hope he'll like.

Anyways, hope you all have a nice week and a merry Christmas

i'm sorry to all the people i have hurt, especially somebody in particular...though i will not say his name. Don't worry though, I've been getting what I deserve...
*EDIT* he forgave me now, i'm still sorry for being a bad friend though...
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i was trying to be nice to someone, but i didn't realize "rawr" is an offensive word to furdrakes, so he returned the greeting back at me and told me never to speak to him again...that'll teach me


anyways, like always, some good music that i can relate to.

Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers


Last- Nine Inch Nails


No Roads Left- Linkin Park

literally over 100 tries this month and i still can't beat this song. (furthest i've gotten was 90%)The people at Harmonix are terrible at rating difficulties of songs, this is only considered the tenth most difficult song in the game even though it's one of the most troublesome songs for people (mainly because of the drumroll and the outro). Oh, and i swear all of the footpedals at the drumroll are half a beat out of time.

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

26) THERE IS NO 26. WHO STOLE MY 26? OUTRAGE!

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

this was the only vid i could find that allowed embedding. anyways, i love this song. the anime (Evangelion) is not too bad either




And I'm a black rainbow
And I'm an ape of god
I got a face that's made for violence and porn
And I'm a teen distortion
Survived abortion
A rebel from the waist down

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah

I wanna thank you mom
I wanna thank you dad
For bringing this fucking world to a bitter end
I never really hated the "one true God"
But the god of the people I hated

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you wanted a revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit

We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable
We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable
You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you wanted revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit

Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah

The more that you fear us the bigger we get
The more that you fear us the bigger we get
And don't be suprised, don't be suprised
Don't be suprised if we discover it

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you wanted revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit
Yeah yeah yeah
You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You said you wanted revolution, man
And I say that you're full of shit
Yeah yeah yeah

We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable
We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable teens
We're disposable

from the dvd, "Beside You In Time"



step right up march push
crawl right up on your knees
please greed feed (no time to hesitate)
I want a little bit I want a piece of it I think he's losing it
I want to watch it come down
don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the smell of it
I want to watch it come down
all the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't that make you feel better?
shove it up inside surprise! lies
stains like the blood on your teeth
bite chew suck away the tender parts
I want to break it up I want to smash it up I want to fuck it up
I want to watch it come down
maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it
I want to watch it come down
now doesn't that make you feel better?
the pigs have won tonight
now they can all sleep soundly
and everything is all right

i leave on a band trip to Vancouver tomorrow morning, I'll be gone for about a week.

anyways, here's a little 100-song playlist of songs that I love <333

I could care less. Either way,

Emo people piss...me...off...


With two exceptions.
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But they're not really emo...
sure, they slit their wrists,
they write poems and make emo doodles,
they fit most emo stereotypes,
---But they're not liars
---They're not selfish
---They're not hypocrites

It's not emos like them who piss me off
it's just that--

I'm sick of these people who push everyone away,
---yet they complain that they are alone
I'm suck of these fuckers who tell me all about how shitty their life is,
---yet they get angry when i try to tell them about problems of my own

YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONES WITH SHITTY LIVES

get over yourselves

so if you feel like being emo to me, could you hold back on your emo comments at least for..[i dunno]..forever? Seriously, I've got more important things in MY life than YOU people.

Goddammit, you people are making me as ignorant as you.
I'll shut up now since this has turned into a rant, and i apologize--that was very emo of me

I'm sorry to those of you who may feel this journal was directed towards you, I promise you that it wasn't. I was quite angry and annoyed and I just felt like saying something about it. I'm not "against" emos, I have a lot of emo friends (real life and online) and none of them are all that bad, and it's just a bunch of little things that only slightly annoy me...but when it happens from like a hundred people like ten times each, it adds up.

for an English project we have to make a little booklet describing the meaning of a song of our choice, and what other song to pick than "A Place for My Head" by Linkin Park?

anyways, greatest performance ever.


I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things that you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away

oh, and here's the original for those of you who aren't very big LP fans

my favorite of the remixes
i am so getting the album when it comes out on April 27, hopefully it's available in Canada right away